34 weeks pregnant and i found more than 300 videos in his laptop,i got sick because of it?

ok way b4 i found the ,about 15 weks in2 my pregnancy the stop al2gether..........totally non exsistent an im 34 weeks pregnant and he still wont touch me,wont even kiss with his tongue coz he sed it wud grt him hard and that he doesnt want ...he 1st claimed that my was 2 wet and 2nd excuse waz tha he wont do it coz ov da baby..itz all bull **** 2b honest,,,i desperately love him amd this is our 1st baby 2gethr,he cheatd inda past and i forgave him and now im pregnant by him...i miss the and the tender touching,i love him but without that long and no kissing itz beginning 2 make me feel dat were jus friendz...itz v.complicated and ders mre 2 tha storey! i hav 2 look thru hiz phne wer i repeatidly fiund msgs frm girls in hiz college tha he hangz ou wit,i only see him on wkndz at nite tym coz he wrks wkndz,he wont take me any wer none ov hiz friends or hiz mam doesnt even no im pregnant and ive only 6 weeks left,i need answerz and help,itz unbelievable itz like hez hiding my pregnancy frm evry1 and da reazn i tink dat he duzn wanna take me out is bcoz he wntz 2 act single,im with him 3years and all his friends havent seen me since i got pregnant and wen dey ask me why i dont go out no mre i have to lie 2 dem and keep making excuses all bcoz ov my boyfriend hiding my pregnancy,,i lve in dublin and i'll meet up with any members going thru the same thing or i'll even give my phone number and we could text..i need a few new friends i feel so alone plz help